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Pellissippi State student: Education key to turning
life around
By Kathy Byrd
Some students view school as a prison, and they dream of the day
they are set free into the “real world.”
Matt Buentiempo could set them straight.
Buentiempo knows firsthand the stark contrast between the classroom
and the jail cell. The 24-year-old is currently enrolled in classes
at the Blount County Center—a year after completing a two-year
sentence in Brushy Mountain State Penitentiary.
Buentiempo plans to major in business while at Pellissippi State
and then pursue a degree in counseling at the University of Tennessee
(UT) focusing on drug and alcohol rehabilitation. Eventually he
would like to rise to a management position, coordinating the
work of counselors.
Enrolling in college may not seem like a logical step to coming
off “doing time,” but for Buentiempo the choice was
clear-cut.
“Education is the most valuable thing to me,” he said.
“Every day I try to learn more and better myself.”
Buentiempo’s life is now moving in a positive direction,
but he admits that before his prison term his attitude and actions
were less than admirable. He was, he confesses, “the king
of excess.”
“I did everything to the utmost,” he said. “I
traveled. I promoted parties—raves. I got people together.”
His hedonistic lifestyle involved the frequent use of illegal
substances, a habit Buentiempo picked up as early as age 11 when
he began drinking and smoking marijuana.
“And from there it went to acid, ecstasy, cocaine, meth
and heroin,” he said. But in 2001, Buentiempo’s world
of pleasure came crashing down. He broke his back in a four-story
fall while washing windows, was shot accidentally, grieved with
the rest of the nation over September 11, lost a good friend to
suicide—and received an eight-year sentence for selling
drugs.
The “seclusion and solitude” of the maximum security
prison made the 21-year-old reflect on his life.
“At first, I thought things couldn’t get any worse,”
he said, “and I didn’t really care if I lived or died.”
But with plenty of time on his hands, Buentiempo started doing
a lot of reading. “I could have all the books I wanted,
so I would just ask my mom to send them to me.”
He read books on psychology, enlightenment, yoga, and religion
of all kinds, including Zen Buddhism, Christianity, and Judaism.
“I read the Bible through a few times, and I read the cabala,”
he said.
Gradually his view of himself and his outlook on life began to
change.
“My experience taught me that really there’s a lot
more to life than what I can get out of it for myself,”
Buentiempo said. “Fast money, drugs, trying to pleasure
myself—that’s not what’s important.”
Buentiempo’s love for the arts also helped him survive the
loneliness of prison.
“Art and music kept me going, those and reading and writing,”
he said. “They were the only things that kept my mind off
the negative environment I was in. I kept a journal, mostly of
affirmations to myself, because I didn’t really have anyone
to talk to.”
Through a four-month stint in a prison “boot camp”
Buentiempo’s time was shortened to two years, and he will
be on probation for another four years.
Immediately after his release, he worked a couple of manual labor
jobs, and then he was hired as a receptionist at Cornerstone of
Recovery, a drug rehabilitation center, where he is now training
to become a counselor.
“They were nice enough to hire me,” Buentiempo said.
“You know, it’s hard to get a job when you have a
record. You have to make a decision whether or not to lie about
it on the application. I’m honest about it.”
In choosing Pellissippi State, Buentiempo followed the advice
of his older sister, Holly, who graduated from the community college
before moving on to UT.
“She said it was a good place to come,” Buentiempo
said. “It’s a good school at a good price, and the
credits transfer easily to a lot of other colleges.”
In addition to painting and sculpting, Buentiempo produces music
at home and has served as a disc jockey at parties and wedding
receptions.
Although job and hobbies get part of his time and energy, education
takes center stage in his life right now.
“It’s essential for me to get an education,”
he said simply.
He knows he will need a master’s degree to reach his goal,
but with a positive outlook born of the solitude of the prison
cell and nurtured by the opportunity in the classroom, he expects
to achieve it.
Now, when he looks back on his old life, it’s not with longing
but with sadness and a sense of grace: “I saw so many of
my friends die, get killed, go to jail. I feel blessed that I’m
not in that situation anymore.”
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