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Pellissippi State student receives scholarship from death row
inmates
Sometimes compassion appears in unusual forms and springs from
the most unlikely of sources.
Tammi
Maranville, a student at Pellissippi State, recently found it
in the form of a $1,500 scholarship. The source: a group of death
row inmates.
In August, just two weeks before the fall semester was scheduled
to begin, Maranville, a Maryville resident who attends the college’s
Blount County Center, was fretting about the possibility that
her financial situation might force her to withdraw from the upcoming
term.
Then the phone rang.
At the other end was a representative from a newsletter entitled
“Compassion,” written by prisoners from across the
country who are awaiting execution. The proceeds from the publication,
raised through subscriptions and donations, are put into a college
scholarship fund for family members of murder victims.
Maranville’s 21-year-old sister was murdered in 1969.
The Pellissippi State student saw an ad for the Compassion scholarship
and applied for it by relating her story. But a year had passed,
so the caller’s message that she was the scholarship recipient
came as quite a surprise.
“It was exactly the amount of money I needed,” she
said. “It’s a God thing.”
The money came at just the right time, because Maranville did
not want to interrupt an educational journey that took her a long
time to begin.
“I drove by the school for 10 years wanting to do something
with my life before I actually came in,” she said.
She enrolled at Pellissippi State in the fall of 2004. Among the
many positive effects, her education here has even helped her
sort through the complex emotions caused by her older sister’s
violent death.
Just 7 when her sister died, Maranville says she spent most of
her life repressing the memory.
“I didn’t talk about her murder for decades,”
Maranville said, but she finally began to confront the anger she
felt toward the convicted murderer as a result of class discussions
and assignments.
For one essay in an English course, for example, Maranville chose
to write about the horrific event and its effects on her own life.
In the process of writing, she began to recognize her anger and
grief.
“I didn’t realize I had all of this hatred inside
me,” she said.
Attending a 12-step program also helped with the healing process,
and during a trip to a convention in Memphis, she finally visited
her sister’s grave with flowers and a letter addressed to
her beloved older sibling.
There, she was able to begin feeling the need to forgive the killer
and even to say a prayer for him.
“One of my last memories of my sister was her teaching me
the 21st Psalm,” Maranville said. “I believe it was
the night before she died.”
George Howard Putt was convicted in 1973 of killing Maranville’s
sister and four others during a month-long murder spree. He is
currently serving a 497-year sentence.
The first issue of “Compassion” was published in 2001,
the effort of a group of death row inmates to “foster reconciliation
between prisoners and the immediate family members of murdered
victims.”
Now, with the Compassion scholarship, Maranville’s education
can continue uninterrupted. And she is determined to make the
most of it.
“I feel like I’m a sponge,” she said of her
opportunity to attend college.
“The professors here are awesome. They are totally open
and encouraging. Sometimes teachers who aren’t even my teachers
have offered to help me. The other students offer, too.”
Maranville has also found her classes relevant to her own life.
Topics as varied as domestic violence, the war in Iraq, international
travel and the plight of the poor have caught her interest.
“I feel like you learn ‘the truth’ in college,”
she said. “It’s a world that’s always been there,
and now I have access to it. I would like to encourage all people,
regardless of age or circumstance, to be open to the wide range
of educational opportunities here.”
Although she hasn’t chosen a major yet, Maranville does
know it will be in a field like psychology or sociology.
“I want to help people,” she said, “but first
I had to learn to help myself.”
Working through her anger and pain and then accepting the financial
help of convicted murderers have been important steps in Maranville’s
emotional and educational journey. She said the Compassion scholarship
brought to mind a statement made by Nazi victim Anne Frank shortly
before her death: “In spite of everything, I still believe
that people are really good at heart.”
“I learned that at Pellissippi,” said Maranville.
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